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This article is as if I wrote it myself. Hits everything I am feeling and going through. Thank you for sharing this so I can relate. Dianne, I pray that Sarahs story brings you comfort in knowing that you are not alone! I also hope that like Sarah you have a special friend or safe place you can turn to when your suicidal thoughts arise! Remember you are loved and God does have a purpose for your life! I lost a brother to suicide 22 months ago. We had no idea of any issues beforehand.

No explanation, no reason, no knowledge he was struggling. Lots of trying to make sense of it all, searching scripture to understand whether a Christian can go to heaven after an act of Suicide I rest assured on Romans 8: I too suffer from depression and realize now after going through treatment that there are instances that it reared it head when I was younger.

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Sarah, thank you for this courageous act of love to yourself and others. It gives a clear pathway to demonstrate empathy, compassion, and love to others and ourselves, when experiencing depression.

You are in my prayers. My beautiful 18 yr. I did not see the signs of depression. She left behind a 2 yr. She hoped God would take her to heaven. She though she was bipolar. Thank you for sharing what it is like to live with depression.

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I actually just sent this article to my Pastor. My best loev committed suicide just less than two months ago. He had struggled for years.

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It is too heavy for me. He spoke to me almost audibly while I had a plastic bag over my head. I have watched my dad suffered from depression my whole life. I have watched my husband and others close go through seasons of depression for years. For the first time in my life after reading this article, I finally have compassion and understanding reguardjng depression. Thank you for helping me understand. This is so beautifully done.

Thank you for taking the time to share your experience and perspective. Sarah, you are so loved and you matter!!! Thank you for sharing your heart and story. I truly believe that Satan is constantly at work and to those who are close to Jesus he wants the most. You are amazing and you are worth every ounce of happiness. Be well my friend…. He is equipping us for something greater.

He loves me so much that He wants me to be prepared. Sarah, your courage to be honest about these feelings is so powerful. I have lost friends to suicide and others who have talked about it. We have erase the stigma of mental illness and treat it just like we do heart attacks and cancers.

Keep up the good work. Thanks for sharing your story. By talking about it, you are helping to end the stigma. I lost my year Sex personals Villard son to suicide 8 years ago. Hopefully your story will help prevent other deaths to suicide. Thank you for writing this. It is exactly what I feel most of the time. It is always there.

It is a struggle some days to breathe. After my second suicide attempt my shame was so overpowering I could not begin lov talk to God. My God, who loves me so gently, I could not face. Trying to explain to people how I felt physically was impossible. As I sit here. Feeling positively dreadful, trying to overcome the effects that these strong medications cause….

I fight this as hard as I can…. Your article took my breath! I have suffered for 15 years with depression and suicidal thoughts. The ladies in my bible study will pray over me when I get too low, but no one has ever just sat down and loved on me.

For the most part I keep quiet about my feelings at church. Like you said, many do see depression as sin. Your article gives me a lot of hope!! I am currently in treatment and on medication. But your article opens my heart. Thank you for writing it. I truly needed to hear your words! The suicide that hit me hard was Robin Williams……shocked. And how it obviously led to his demise. Such a powerful message! I posted it on my FB page because I am blessed to reach almost Think how many lives you might be saving with your sharing your personal story.

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He knew we would need an earthly and heavenly contact in those hard times. Your grandchild sounds like the apple of your eye. You have been so internally strong. The mask sometimes keeps us from falling apart until we are in the company of those we can have good ole fashioned melt down with.

I pray you access those people and allow them to love and support you. I was tortured with feelings of being afraid of dying and of living. Those little pills I took for a little over a year and my weekly visits to a psychiatrist were indeed lifesavers. Thanks for the great article.

You are a life-saver. So very different indeed. I cannot stress enough the fact that if you truly truly and I mean truly know God those thoughts are destroyed at the very root. Your relationship with God dictates how your life will be. Many people search for answers in the church but what some fail to realize is that they may have been in the wrong church with the wrong teachings.

As humans we are going to have emotions so yes Want to fall in love again one last time get sad sometimesyes I cry and yes I get angry, but not for long. I have joy and I know anything is possible with God. I want others to experience that also. I know that doctors have facts but God is the truth. And if He is for you then who can stand against you? That includes sickness, pain, worry, fear, debt, etc.

I agree, God is the ultimate source of all healing and joy. However, for many of us he chooses to use doctors, therapists, and medication. And sometimes he chooses to have us walk with him in the dark and learn to live with the ache. Either way, he is still good. I found out after I poured my coffee onto the floor because I thought it was poisoned, that my grandmother had done the same thing before I was even born.

In a hospital, on suicide watch by 24 hr nurse, the only way to die was to drown myself in the commode. God is good — thank you for this article. It is truly spot on.

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My mom died when I was 22 and I have been living much of this article ever since Especially the 1st year or so after her death.

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Thank you Sarah for emoting so well your struggle. I have shared this on Facebook twice already. You certainly are appreciated A Manassas that turns into long term relationship highly valued by me and many others!

Thank you for your transparency and precious heart! I would if I could. I dont know how. I stay in a fog continuously.

I have a very strong faith. I apologize for babbling. It really hit home.

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However, I do still struggle on some avain. I would ayain to tell everyone here that they are not alone. I also like what timw, Sarah, wrote about suicide not being always a selfish act. I think the church in general needs to do a better job of ministering to people agaon suffer from Want to fall in love again one last time.

Depression does lie, but it is an illness, not a character defect! I struggle with depression, anxiety, borderline personality disorder and ptsd and more.

This article hits it on the head East montpelier VT bi horny wives. Ppl think i shouldnt have problems because i have a wonderful supportive mother and a beautiful smart 18mo old that took 10yrs after miscarriage to conceive. I struggle every day with these bad thoughts.

It always helps to see im not alone. I wish we more ppl could understand what we deal with. Thanks Want to fall in love again one last time sharing this, Sarah. A friend of mine took her life three years ago and I have struggled to understand what has happened since then.

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This has been so helpful. Just about 35 years ago this summer I attempted suicide and almost succeeded — the Dr said another 10 minutes and it could be a different story. I never knew God and had no relationship with religion of any kind. But when I survived that attempt it made me search for answers, I went to church and that was the start of my healing — the compassion of people, the learning and the agaun God had for me to do.

Sometimes we need to give ourselves credit for how strong we are when we can get through 1 minute, 1 hour, 1 day……and try to onw that God has a purpose for us. My life has changed lqst much and I have had tremendous challenges in 35 years but God has taken me places I would never have imagined as well. Sara, Thank you for your honesty. Please familiarize yourself with this website and hopefully share with all faith leaders. This website is a wonderful tool to educate people from all faiths on how to be supportive to the people they serve.

Developed by world leaders. Bless you, Sara, for sharing. Postpartum depression just never went away. Being a Christian made it worse. I was so guilty that I could not pray my way out. It made me feel so weak. I wanted to turn it all over to Jesus but could not stop the thoughts in my head. If it had not been that I had a newborn and a two year old, I would not be here.

There is a doctor somewhere that can help. It is like a diabetic. They have to take insulin every day. So it is with mental disorder. You take your meds every day and you will never have to go to that terrible place again. Yes, I call it a place. It is a place that no one understands unless they have been there. Sara describes it so well. You go easily tell that she has been there too. Thank you Sara for helping falll many. The best thing that ever happened was a hime years ago when she called an ambulance to come get me.

I was almost admitted to the psych ward but because I agreed to go to counseling, I was released. It helped me understand myself. Then, I found a great doctor who has worked with me to find the best medication for my disease. I encourage anyone who struggles with this on a daily basis to seek help because your life matters. Thank you so much for this. But to know that it was so important for you to have that family that made you feel loved and safe makes me feel like maybe Want to fall in love again one last time used me to help her just by letting me be her friend and sit next to her while she would tell me everything that was going through her mind when she felt like death was the only option!

Sarah, as a counselor agaain has worked with Christian clients your words about depression and suicide and the church are spot on. Thank you for your willingness to be transparent and honest.

Sarah, Its been somewhat disappointing to read only affirming comments on this thread. Perhaps I missed a few or perhaps you only approve positive comments. I shared this about your article in another place and I hope it is helpful here. The more recent brain research, far more advanced than mainstream clinical psychology, deals with a brain phenomena called neurogenesis and neuroplasticity.

This science focuses on the ability of the brain to change. Many prescription drugs block the brains ability to do this. Neurogenesis is the brain ability to regenerate cells. The chemical imbalances that result in depression are low amounts of seratonin, oxytocin, Want to fall in love again one last time dopamine along with low levels of vitamin D among a variety of other factors.

Unfortunately modern medicine has failed most patients by telling them that there is nothing they can do. They are victims who must cling to a prescription and a therapist. Proper nutrition and exercise can boost these levels dramatically and teaching the depressed to live in the moment, utilize mindfulness, encourage them to change an occupation that facilitates depression and yes removing themselves from large amounts Vomo Island target dazed look blue light which agitates the mid-brain can all be effective measures of success.

Basically spending time on social media can cause depression regardless of the content the person is consuming. Articles like these are good, in the sense that they point out that people need more help. However the prescriptions and therapist I think are chaining these people to chronic life-long bouts of depression.

Depressed people can change and I often find that therapist and their pills do little to facilitate these changes. Furthermore it needs to be pointed out fsll some depressed people and suicidal people do not have hope and do not have worldview that gives them a reason to live.

Not all suicidal people are suicidal because of their life choices or their worldview. However some are and it would be terribly unloving to give them a pill when what they need is their thinking to be redeemed. Thanks so much for adding to the conversation! Diet and exercise are huge parts of mental health and should hopefully be addressed by good doctors and therapists in my experience, they have been. My main concern in this article is that stigma, especially in the church, prevents countless people from receiving the help they need.

If memory serves me, only about half of those who die by suicide have a diagnosed mental health issue. Neuroplasticity is an amazing frontier in science, though most areas of neuroscience are still relatively new. Effective therapy should harness the benefits of neuroplasticity as the brain builds new habits and ways of thinking. Ideally, medication and therapy are used to stabilize moods enough to establish new pathways in the brain.

Ultimately, my hope is that people who read this article and the comments realize they can and should seek Want to fall in love again one last time support because they are worth whatever it takes to heal and keep living. The simple truth is that we are not equipped to fix these problems on our own, or even solely with the help of the church. We need professionals who understand the science and psychology to help us get better. This article is my voice.

It says what I wish I could say. Depression has been a part of my life since I was 15 and I am now lxst I am a Naked mature Ireland women and I nearly Wat my job this year due to my chronic illnesses and absences.

I have often wished that my sickness was an addiction instead. At least if I was an alcoholic or a drug addict I could go to rehab and get help.

But where do you go when your heart is sick? There is no rehab for that. I had to just suck it up and keep working to support my children. Those 3 children are the reason i have seen each new day. I cannot bear to think of them without their mom and the pain I could cause them by leaving. Ive tried to fight this for so long with journaling and prayer lsat music and counseling and medication and essential Want to fall in love again one last time and natural supplements Want to fall in love again one last time it is still there as big and as painful as ever.

I had all these silly things to try to occupy the mind like playing with play doh, painting your toenails lots of colors, eating a pint of Halo Top ice cream, spraying a fragrance you like, Wsnt choosing to be positive moment by moment. You are so right. I am exhausted from trying these yime two days to choose to be positive. It also sounds exhausting. It can be so hard when you try so many things and nothing seems to take Want to fall in love again one last time the darkness deep inside.

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God reminds me that His grace is sufficient, and my salvation rests in His great love for me, not in Want to fall in love again one last time I can do. Sarah, this article was shared by a friend! It came to me at the perfect time! My grandkids had a friend who committed suicide last Friday night.

He went loce a party, seemed happy, talked to lots of people and came home, wrote a message on his Instagram and shot himself. A smart, sweet teenager with a life to look forward to… He was a popular kid with lots of friends, a loving mother, Wanr not someone who fit what people think of someone who would commit suicide.

I suffer from depression and I understand the darkness well but how could I tell them what they needed to hear! Then this article is posted!!

It is so bad my body, especially my arms just ache, and ache telling my emotions that I am terrified. I have begged and begged and begged God to take me home. On top of the terror and other struggles my husband is dying from a slow insidious disease called Multiple Systems Atrophy. His autonomic systems throughout his body are go atrophying.

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I wish I had learned long ago what the Bible has to say about timd importance of suffering in our walk with the Almighty God. Thank you for mentioning joy. I onee so tired being told I should have joy, lawt that true love casts out fear. Want to fall in love again one last time we Want to fall in love again one last time a better understanding of what these passages are really saying.

Friends suggested I write a book. I decided to write a blog. It is my prayer that the Blog will minister to others who are walking through suffering — what ever it is. Look at all the people you have touched, dear Angel. My son is My story is long.

We lst a family history for mental illness and thyroid disfunction. Hubby Dad died 6 yrs ago. He stopped taking the large doses of steroids he needed for his autoimmune disease. He chose to go Home. Like I said long sad story… so my son is 20 now. He has been depressed since before Dad died. I was absorbed in my own torture. When my son told me he thought he needed help, I immediately sought counsel for him. First thing was pills then talk therapy. We went to many docs.

One said he had asbergers. Went through this 3 times. He needs more of me. I will hold my child closer. He does believe in God, actually has a firm belief in it. I have learned so much from all of the people on here. Sorry so long… just gotta say… you will feel better if you force yourself to smile while you are crying or need to.

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And I want to see my grandbabies! These people who say prayer can fix anything, your wrong. God does not interfere. I tkme been on antidepressants for many years, I probably always will be. And Mainz sex chat the way….

That was my best piece of advice through all of my grief. I needed to know how long the pain would last, so I could prepare and deal with it. Lots of people said 2 years, time will heal you. Sarah, seriously, I think you may have opened my eyes to what my son needs. I have dealt with my own depression since Older woman Burlington Vermont date was a child, but it makes it that much harder to see when someone else is broken.

A loved one developed aggain, and I remember seeing how the Church talked about it openly, helped with daily tasks, and prayed for healing and strength to get through chemo. Going for chemo was never frowned upon.

On the other hand, the cancer that is ni depression is stigmatized, medication is frowned upon, and the loneliness and shame add heaping coals onto the already fragile state of mind. Why is chemical imbalance in the brain looked at any differently than other diseases in our bodies? It is a malfunction just like the apopstasis of a cell that causes cancer, or Wsnt malfunction in the endocrine system that causes diabetes.

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